Easton Grave - Inhaling Mercury Lyrics

Wash my skin with Barasol
Strip all of the layers off
I think I can see it clearer
I think I can almost feel her
Been lookin' down on myself for years
Finally moved up the mirror
I think I can see it clearer
I think I can almost feel her

You don't trust me anymore
You don't know me anymore
At one point I thought I loved you
But that's just dirty drugs do
Tastes so clean like diamonds rings
Crack my teeth on harder surfaces
Your withdrawal keeps fueling worthlessness
Spark my cravings, let 'em burn
I can't save you, let 'em burn
Notice how the tables turn
Notice how they walk without me
'Member our talk on the balcony
You said my mind was masterpiece
But I must first master empathy
Yeah... oh yeah

Lifted in the evening
Go until the morning
One day you gon' need me
One day you gon' want this

Well can I call you back? there's way too much emotion
Laying in the grass with fleeting paranoia
Can I call you back? I'm drowning in the ocean
Laying in the grass wondering where it all went wrong

Out of everyone I've loved and lost
She don't do me like she used to
Out of everyone I've come to know
They don't do it like you used to
She told me she's not really numb
She just likes being used too
I told her I get burnt for fun
But that's not something I got used to
So this weed a remedy
Poppin' amphetamines
Tired of enemies
All this you know
Take here, what's left of me
Don't know what's best for me
The f*ck is wrong with me?
I do not know
I guess I'm jealous hearted
But you already knew that
I won't die a martyr
But you already knew that

Some days... some days
It feels like, this place
This place, is paradise
But then I, then I
Realize, it's only because
Of the high

Lifted in the evening
Go until the morning
One day you gon' need me
One day you gon' want this

Well can I call you back? there's way too much emotion
Laying in the grass with fleeting paranoia
Can I call you back? I'm drowning in the ocean
Laying in the grass wondering where it all went wrong

Maybe you
Were just an illusion all along
Maybe you
Were doing the motions just because
Yeah just because
And maybe I
Forget who I was
Yeah maybe I
Just wanted someone
And maybe I
Stare into the sun
For too long
For too long

So I'll just to light my skin on fire
From the all words that you've inspired, inside my head
I'm, drinking this lead
Inhaling this Mercury