Easton Grave - Reversal of Numb Lyrics

Yeah right
Yeah right
Watchu really wanna say
Every single chance you get
You talk a complicated game
About these people that cannot understand
And the price you pay to live in these lands yeah
But look at the dirt my hands
Could you say yours is the same?
And do so without any shame?
The part that gave into the pain
And taints all the colors of my name
With the black ink
Where the black seeps in the veins
I'm a black sheep but I don't sleep
I erase
Rollin every little bit of weed straight to the face
Yeah

Damn the stars are closer and you feel further
I'm feeling brain dead literally
I do not know where to put my soul
I do not know what you're gonna do with the pointless type
The pointless hype
The super sights
The super nights
That basic basic shit
I need savior Lasic f*ck
Cure my blind self
Kill my kind self
Runnin on amphetamines will get you cooked
Watch the grind now
Keep the time down
Check your 2 cents and let's get worked

And I've been here before
Like way too many times
And she's cut them before
Blood all on her thigh
Oh

I've been here before
Like too many times
Is this loopin
And she's cut them before
Like deep in the thighs
Am I losing

They call this reversal of numb
Where the tears are there but nothing comes
It rips from the soul pumpumbum
Do you know the things that I've done?
And I will be the same every time that you see me
Pull up on the West Side and you know that I'm beaming
I'm gleaming, I'm shining down just like a demon
With the heathens, I'm seeing all the things that I'm seeing
But you don't love me no more
No no no
You don't want me on tour
No no no
You want me all to your self
But you can't have it
No you can't go
Cuz you link up with the wrong code
Then you clicked up into my mode
Got a planet to attack
Got an ounce to blow
I've been running from myself a long time ya know
I'm a man in the mirror kinda guy fo sho
But I think that night I lost control yeah

Yeah yeah
Am I losing
Am I losing
I come down from the ceiling while you choosing
Am I losing
Am I losing
Tell me everything before I start losing my mind yeah