Seconds from Guessing Freestyle Video (MV)

I said God...

"I need your help
Cuz I
I can't love myself
When all the pieces don't fit like they should
And
All the season slip away for good"

Got me thinking 'bout the reasons I doubt myself
Got me thinking 'bout the time spent with someone else
Got me thinking 'bout the reasons I doubt myself
Got me thinking 'bout the time spent with someone else

But I'm sorry

Went and got "ANTI"
On my wrist
CULTURE shock
From your hips
Break the lock
From my lips
I am so
New to this without the drugs in me
Without the drugs in me me me

Cuz I
Hate my reflection
Still ain't learn my lesson
Still seconds from guessing
My new misdirection

Still hate my reflection
Still ain't learn my lesson
Still seconds from guessing
My new misdirection

Do you believe in me?
Do you believe in me me me?
Cuz I don't