Sometimes when I get lonely
Thoughts of you creep back into my mind
I tell myself that I don't want it
But like a boomerang I go back every time
Do I really wanna go back to that
Toxic relationships are my natural habitat, hmm
Real **** I know that's a fact
I keep tellin' myself that this the last time I know that's some cap
In my head there's something wrong
I expect different but it's the same old song, each time
I need to get a grip, stop fallin' for your ****
'Cause deep down I know you be lyin
When you with your boys you act like you don't notice me
We been through some **** that much we can both agree
You take advantage you know how to expose my freak
Light some sage up I need to protect my peace
Don't hit my phone (Don't hit me)
I'm tryna stay strong (You feel me)
You say you'll change
You swear you will, I know you won't
I just need you to admit, what you did or we can quit
Either way I'm fine with it I'm done dealing with your bull ****
Sometimes when I get lonely
Thoughts of you creep back into my mind
I tell myself that I don't want it
But like a boomerang I go back every time
Go back like a boomerang
Why do I just go back like a boomerang
Yeah, ugh, just like a boomerang
You just toss me around like a boomerang
I'm second guessing myself you leave me wanting more (You do)
When I'm about to walk out you just slam all the doors (You do)
Memories they stay on my mind, you pull me in all the time
Maybe our fault is that we keep rewinding back and forth
You know me at my core, we're caught in tug of war
I lost track of the score you call my phone I hit ignore
You know how to reel me back in, just when I think I've had it
No Oscar but you've been actin', **** you I'm done, I'm packin' (**** you)
I speak my mind but you never listen (You never do)
I should have trusted my intuition (I never knew)
Silly me I thought you were different (You played me like a fool)
You swore you was boy who you kiddin', boy **** whatchu heard
Like Usher just let it burn I'm swervin' hit that U-turn
How I'm doin' who I'm screwin' ain't none of ya concern
I gave you more than you earned, why do I never learn
My phone on do not disturb, hope you get what you deserve
Sometimes when I get lonely
Thoughts of you creep back into my mind
I tell myself that I don't want it
But like a boomerang I go back every time
Go back like a boomerang
Why do I just go back like a boomerang
Yeah, ugh, just like a boomerang
You just toss me around like a boomerang