Yeah, I'm still here
Cleaning up the mess we made
You left your shirt under my bed
Guess it's mine now, like your ghost
You're in my head like nicotine
A habit I can't f*cking quit
Your perfume's still on the pillowcase
And I swear I don't want to admit
I loved the way you slammed the door
Loved the fight, the twisted lore
Now I'm drunk in the backyard, screaming
Why the hell did I fall for you
Every time you're gone, I lose it
Every time you're back, we abuse it
Break me, bruise me-love me, use me
This time, it's f*cking different
We're just burnout kids on a mattress floor
Breaking apart, but we're begging for more
F*ck your love-it's a sinking ship
But I'd still drown for one more kiss
I hate that I still crave your lies
The way you'd pull me close and cry
We're so f*cked up, but it's electric
Sex like a car crash, so pathetic
I'm stuck replaying every fight
Your silhouette under dim streetlights
I should've left, but here I am
Begging for one more goddamn slam
You said love wasn't supposed to hurt, but it f*cking does
You're a drug, you're a scar
You're a fire in my lungs, babe, burning hard
Goddammit, why can't I quit you
I'd still run back if you told me to
We're just burnout kids on a mattress floor
Breaking apart, but we're begging for more
F*ck your love-it's a sinking ship
But I'd still drown for one more kiss
We're just burnout kids on a mattress floor
You're all I f*cking need
Yeah, you're still here
Not in person, just in pieces
F*ck