Use to have thoughts
That meant everything to me
Use to have dreams
I think I did
I know I did (I know I did)
But now I'm giving in
To the worst parts of me
And I just!!!
Can't seem!
Can't seem to break away!!!
Looks like I'm gonna save myself
Even if it kills me
I can only blame myself
I'm not much for sacrificing
I can no longer
Understand
My own feelings
I'm not sure
I ever did
I've been saying
The same thing
For all these years
Just doing what I can
To get by
Looks like I'm gonna save myself
Even if it kills me
I can only blame myself
I'm not much for sacrificing
What am I doing here
What am I doing wrong
I don't belong here
I guess I'll be moving on
Everyday is suffering
Slowly draining
Of any humanity left
Humanity left
Everyday is suffering
Slowly draining
Of any humanity left
Everyday is suffering
Slowly draining
Of any humanity left
Of any humanity left
Maybe I hate myself
Maybe I think I deserve to die
Cause these wounds are closing up
Holding my breath to survive