Ed Blann - Inhuman Nature Lyrics

I've got regrets too blue to mention
And I sold myself with the image of perfection
I've heard the truth will out, but I've always had my doubts
Now I'm paying for deception

So cast me like a stone against the rocks
Reveal a cross section of all my wrongs, my every flaw exposed
And I'll weather them
I'll chase the storm of hate and lost respect
'Til I'm a better man I won't rest
I won't let go of what I've done, I'll let it shape what I become

By my actions I'm defined
So let the words I write remind me I am capable of hurt, and worse
I am immovable: a blunted instrument, for now
And I would change if I knew how

So cast me like a stone against the rocks
Reveal a cross section of all my wrongs, my every flaw exposed
And I'll weather them
I'll chase the storm of hate and lost respect
'Til I'm a better man I won't rest
I won't let go of what I've done, I'll let it shape what I become

The anger burns but doesn't hurt
It doesn't scorch the badge I chose to wear
Just empties me
Depression calls, and I awake
To shut it out is choosing not to care
To look upon the emptiness, to see myself is more than I can bear

So cast me like a stone against the rocks
Reveal a cross section of all my wrongs, my every flaw exposed
And I'll weather them
I'll chase the storm of hate and lost respect
'Til I'm a better man I won't rest
I won't let go of what I've done

So cast me like a stone against the rocks
Reveal a cross section of all my wrongs, my every flaw exposed
And I'll weather them
I'll chase the storm of hate and lost respect
'Til I'm a better man I won't rest
I won't let go of what I've done, I'll let it shape what I become