Edalx - Ghost Boy Lyrics

For right now I'm okay
But i'll soon fade to grey
Why do I have to pay?
You're the one who betrayed
Anxiety waves
They come in and they stay
But I swear that someday
I'll get out of this place
You left when I needed you to stay ya
That tells alot baby girl you were fake ya
Now I'm sitting here alone I got played ya
Feeling like a f*cking ghost fade away ya
I try to be strong
But I felt this way so long
You were fake yeah all along
Only comfort is my songs
Boys don't cry no
I'm not that guy no
Boys are not sad yeah
I think im going mad yeah
They talked behind my back
While i got panic attacks
They say that they my friends
But there's no one in the end
Yeah they tell me that they care
But when I needed them the most
There was no one f*cking there
Now I'm feeling like a ghost

Overdose boy
Motherf*cking ghost boy
South coast boy
I'm faded at the most boy
Diagnosed boy
No one hitting call
Just a ghost boy
Imma show you all