Eden Amadea - Lost Lyrics

The day that you left me was the hardest of my life
The way that you left me couldn't've been worse if you tried
No matter how much I want you back, I know that I can't have you
My heart says yes, my mind says no, which means I have to go
But
What I'm supposed to do
Now that I can't have you
I don't know
Where I'll go, what I'll do, who I'll be
When I don't have you next to me
How to see, how to live, how to breathe
When you're not there- beside me
I am lost, I'm lost
And I don't want to be found
No I don't want to be found
I don't want to be found if not with you
I try to escape you, but you keep haunting my mind
It's like I'm in a horror movie and I cannot close my eyes
No matter how much I scream you will not get out of my head
Though I want you back, I can't take it, I'd just rather be dead cuz
What I'm supposed to do?
Now that I can't have you
I don't know
Where I'll go, what I'll do, who I'll be
When I don't have you next to me
How to see, how to live, how to breathe
When you're not there- beside me
I am lost, I'm lost
And I don't want to be found
No I don't want to be found
I don't want to be found if not with you
What the heck am I gonna do
When I can't get over you
How will I move on
When you're still in my head
Where I'll go, what I'll do, who I'll be
When I don't have you next to me
How to see, how to live, how to breathe
When you're not there- beside me
I am lost, I'm lost
And I don't want to be found
No I don't want to be found
I don't want to be found if not with you