edenwasted - i run Lyrics

I used to run cross country in high school
I used to run away from my problems
From the pain,
The guilt, and the shame
I used to run for my dad
But now
I run with the pack
I run
I run
I run
I run
Again
Away from my friends
When I let them go
I have to pretend
It doesn't hurt
Just know
That I'm lurking in the wind
The sound of your heart
Is the start of my end
I hit a low
When we drove down that road
It was something that you said
Was it something that I spoke
You said
I emanate & I glow
When we met in this world
It wasn't just for show
She breathe real low
When
I run
I run
I run
I run
Again
When I'm with my friends
I let them go away
And it never feels the same
It doesn't hurt
Just know
Hello
I'm speaking real from my throat
The silence kills me slow
Go back to the place we go
And it don't matter no more
All you gotta do is float
You'll find when you're old
One day what it was I spoke
So you can tell the folk
Nobody even knows
How many times I've failed
In pursuit run this slow
I run
I stay running from my thoughts
From the darkest parts of myself
Cause you're no longer there
And I'm screaming
I'm crying
I'm calling out for help
I look in the mirror
It's the shadows of myself
So I run
When I run I think of you
In the rain
In the wind
As the elements touch my skin
I can't bare
That I'm alone again
So I run
But you don't even care
So I run
From what we could've been
From the memories the aches
The darkness within
I f*cked him
But all I want is you
No matter what I do
I get high, drink a few
I can't run
(I run)