Edisxn - Better Man (Remastered) Lyrics

I been tryna change, think Im loosing my mind
Fighting all my demons, think Im loosing track of time
Suicidal thoughts yea their with me all the time
So dont ask me how im doing cause Ill lie and say im fine

I been crying out for help but I dont think they understand
Doing everything I can to become a better man
I open up my heart just to shut back down again
Cause I'm afraid of loosing everything in the end

So I bottle up all of the emotions (all of the emotions)
Now i always feel so boken (so broken no)

Do you feel the shit I say?
Or do you just listen and say it great?
I wanna dissapear but I know the people here still need me to stay

I been tryna change, think Im loosing my mind
Fighting all my demons, think Im loosing track of time
Suicidal thoughts yea their with me all the time
So dont ask me how im doing cause Ill lie and say im fine

I been crying out for help but I dont think they understand
Doing everything I can to become a better man
I open up my heart just to shut back down again
Cause I'm afraid of loosing everything in the end

I been, loosing myself, loosing my worth
Ive been alone to for too long
I been, lost in my head, I always feel dead
Always scared I'ma die alone

I been, loosing myself, loosing my worth
Ive been alone to for too long
I been, lost in my head, I always feel dead
Always scared I'ma die alone

(I been tryna change, think Im loosing my mind)
(Fighting all my demons, think Im loosing track of time)
(Suicidal thoughts yea their with me all the time)
(So dont ask me how im doing cause Ill lie and say im fine)

I been tryna change, think Im loosing my mind
Fighting all my demons, think Im loosing track of time
Suicidal thoughts yea their with me all the time
So dont ask me how im doing cause Ill lie and say im fine

I been crying out for help but I dont think they understand
Doing everything I can to become a better man
I open up my heart just to shut back down again
Cause I'm afraid of loosing everything in the end