Ehan - You Never Felt Lyrics

You never felt what i felt for you
I always wanted to be close
You never felt what i felt for you
I always wanted to be close
Always in the reach of your sight
I would feel so lucky
You were like a flower
I was like a leaf at the side but still so lovely
Your movements in between all the benches
Your few friends sit close
You're the focus of attention
But it's more to me than the other guys see
Cause a part of me has feelings for you
It would energize me
Every time i used to stare at you
Wanna take care of you
But i get awkward and nervous
Looking for a way to start chatter and keep talking
Cause it's a lot better
When sitting next to you
And have nothing to lose
I expect too much out of a classroom
I have to stop guess i was a mad fool
So I adapt to having an attitude and that's a bad move
Since we're at a school and you being so young
And me being so young
Years pass by and i finally confess to you
Through a friend hoping for acceptance but i get rejection news
I messed up so i left the school
Cause a whole damn year of silence was crushing me
I never thought i would become so shameful and such a dweeb
Suffering for some time
So i try to get you out of my mind
As i leave you in the past
But the dreams then rewind
The memories and play it seamlessly fine
But never mind I'm so far away tryna turn my demons alive
I got a way this rap's got a lot of strain off
Not afraid to face the future anymore
But then three years later you find me on the instagram
And since we chat now things get damn close to being real
I start feeling again and you tell me you like me too
You can not hide the truth
Guess you find me so passionate and that attracts you
I'm no longer the boy from that classroom
So i ask you to be by my side
But time this around you don't decline you insist on being fine
I get bliss more than times i could have ever wanted
It's hope and shine that's been openly spread
At this point i'm like I'm having more than a get
Cause this awkward life never showed me respect
But then it's finally over seven months later
You tell me it's not working out
You need a break and as i hear that i put a needle in my vein
I don't even wait for the breakup
I make up my mind to just leave
Cause distortion blinds me I'm freakin out
I get stiff and it's hopeless mind now
Damn it i miss those good times but
You never felt what i felt for you
I always wanted to be close
You never felt what i felt for you
I always wanted to be close