You know
I often ask myself
What would happen
If I just stopped
If I didn't aspire
If I didn't care
Would I become a normal person?
Is that what I truly want?
I guess not
There were times where I
I just couldn't move forward
Like if there was a wall blocking me
From everything I've ever wanted
And I tried and tried
And I thought and thought
But nothing seemed to work
The room got smaller
The darkness grew greater
I began to lose
I couldn't sleep
I couldn't feel
I couldn't hear
All the demons right beside me
And I couldn't live in fear
And the nights where I wished
Everything would go away
I tried
And I fought
And I fought
And I listened to a voice
To take me away from the dark
A little light was my choice
And I laughed
And I loved
And I waited from above
I tried
I could feel the energy
Inside of me
Growing and growing
My eyes lit up
As the days kept going
And I was finally
Myself
I was finally
Myself