EJ Michels - Palindrome Lyrics

Weighing on my heart so long
All my peace
Already gone
Livin' in this state of mind
Focus on the deficit
Always been a cynic in
The darkest parts
Behind my eyes
Can't shake up this feeling
It's been here so long
I'm begging and pleading
Just leave
I wanna sing
Like nothing else matters
Leave me to be
As free as a river
I'm up and I'm down
And right back around
I'll just keep doing my own damn thing
Regardless how
Things are all turning out
I've been doing this a third of my life
New level
Keep on writing songs to help me get by
My demons
Think they know me but they know the old guy
So anxious
Like a palindrome
I'm back and forth on both sides
Oh
Chaos and struggle is all I've known
Oh
Forwards and backwards
I keep moving on
I wanna sing
Like nothing else matters
Leave me to be
As free as a river
I'm up and I'm down
And right back around
I'll just keep doing my own damn thing
Regardless how
Things are all turning out
Ah
Find peace with myself
Ah
I wanna dream
Enjoy what I'm after
Wanna believe
Hold onto what really matters