Ekul - Toxic Throne Lyrics

I'm sick of being weak minded blinded
Awake each day to have mistakes reminded

Every argument is two sided guided
By my ego shock horror unsurprising

But I've got nothing to prove to you or you or you
I've got nothing to loose but you and you and you

I'm sick of this shit
Voices in my head each day like a tick
What you want me to say look I'm not that prick

If you're calling me a bitch then I must be a bad one cause you only calling me up when you want my dick

That's sick
Toxic lies fill my body up with sick
I don't want to throw up I'm too scared to commit to the truth from my ugly f*cking youth

Looked into your eyes so I changed this song
I know you heard it first but you heard it wrong
I've been deep down low for way too long
Wish I could fill my lungs with a Yoda bong

Looked into your eyes so I changed this song
I know you heard it first but you heard it wrong
I've been deep down low for way too long
Wish I could fill my lungs with a Yoda bong

I want you to love me like you used to
I want you to kiss me like I kiss you
I can see your distaste in a window view
See through
And I know that it's true so why stay to

My feelings for you always on cue
Your feelings for me they can be cruel
If I take it to heart then I'm a fool
Yeah I'm a fool

I'm sick of being weak minded blinded
Awake each day to have mistakes reminded

Every argument is two sided guided
By my ego shock horror unsurprising

But I've got nothing to prove to you or you or you
I've got nothing to loose but you and you and you

Pen to paper
To my thoughts see you later
The things that I say make me look a traitor
And my feelings I'll betray just so I can cater

To everyone around me
For those who surround me
I can't be a downer
My mind won't allow me
I do this for myself because I want to make my family proud
And so my queen can crown me