Ela Ozturk - Healing Lyrics

I don't know why
I crumble when you say you want me back
I don't know why
Why I come back like you said you'd never left
Cuz we fell apart
Broke apart
And tore each others perfect scars
Don't know why I keep holding on
We built it up
To knock it down
Then threw up walls
And called it love
Guess I can't keep holding on
You should know it hurts every time you go
I can't keep searching for healing in all the places that I get hurt
I can't keep waiting for you to come back
Cause if you do I won't learn
Time can't heal open wounds
As old as these are
Cause all that you put me through
Is written in scars
I need a love that's new
And won't break my heart
I'm moving on
Gotta let you go
Can't keep Holding on
And suffering from the words you said to me
Can't keep burying
I'm hiding cause my thoughts are drowning me
Love was all we had
There's nothing left
You burned it down
And walked away
I can't keep holding on
Cause forevers long
And not the same
Now and you know
All of my pain
I wont keep holding on
You should know it hurts every time you go
I can't keep searching for healing in all the places that I get hurt
I can't keep waiting for you to come back
Cause if you do I won't learn
Time can't heal open wounds
As old as these are
Cause all that you put me through
Is written in scars
I need a love that's new
And won't break my heart
I'm moving on
Gotta let you go
You should know it hurts every time you go
I don't know why
I crumble when you say you want me back