I'll Understand Video (MV)

I looked around and saw
A love affair, unresolved
It looked strange and felt weird
To clean my sins in her tears

Hate to see you lying in defeat
Cause you complete me
Words can't heal us
Not the real us
But I know what can

Wanted to say I missed you so
But my name, you don't know
I'll have a drink and fade from here
What's happening is so, so real

There's a flame in my way
I can't stay
Until I'm broke down and envious
I will love you, I'm not above you
Roses in the summer time
Everyone left behind
It's not right

Oh, my darling, I shot myself for fun
While I was blacked out playing with guns
If you leave me it won't be easy
But I'll Understand