I'd be the life of the party
If you could ever get me to go
But I don't wanna be the version of me yeah
Everybody thinks that they know
My self awareness can get so exhausting
Not an if but a when will it stop me
Left my confidence down in the lobby
Cause the real me stayed at home
So watch me turn into somebody you want
Fake for so long that it hurts when I'm not
I don't wanna climb it
I'd rather run straight into the wall
I'll go with the current
Cause every turn feels so wrong
Split myself into all the right pieces
To desperately fill in the seams
Cause I'm way more desperate than I make it seem
Which version of me did you wanna see
Now I'm walking around with my glass full
Just so everyone knows I'm okay
Cause I'm scared of being an asshole
If the tension on surface ever breaks ever breaks
So watch me turn into somebody you want
Fake for so long that it hurts when I'm not
I don't wanna climb it
I'd rather run straight into the wall
I'll go with the current
Cause every turn feels so wrong
Split myself into all the right pieces
To desperately fill in the seams
Cause I'm way more desperate than I make it seem
Which version of me did you wanna see
Watch me turn into somebody you want
Fake for so long that it hurts when I'm not
I don't wanna climb it
I'd rather run straight into the wall
I'll go with the current
Cause every turn feels so wrong
Split myself into all the right pieces
To desperately fill in the seams
Cause I'm way more desperate than I make it seem
Which version of me did you wanna see