Gone
Though I know that you'll always remember me
Every moment of snow we felt frost
Now the stories I write are all tragedies
Will I chase everything that I want
When I promised that you'd be the death of me
But I never knew when I was lost
Wishful thinking that I'd find you out at sea
But I crashed in the storm, I got caught
This is new to me
Feeling loved
You told me you don't believe in anything
Will you face all the pain that you've fought
When I promised that you'd be the death of me
But I never knew when I was lost
Wishful thinking that I'd find you out at sea
But I crashed in the storm I got caught
When I promised that you'd be the death of me
But I never knew when I was lost
Now the stories I write are all tragedies
Will you face all the pain that you've fought
'Cause that's what I've been doing
Searching for the virtues proven truly worth pursuing
Everything I think I know rejects itself in seconds
Taking all the trauma with to turn it into lessons
Whether Werke or Smith and Wesson
All the shit they say I oughta care about is just depressing
But don't talk about depression
Unless you're down to give up finding love or a profession
The way they say I should express emotion is aggression
But these feelings I'm repressing need to surf throughout the sea so I can swim alongside them
I don't have to dive into the waves because I ride them
Got so many thoughts I don't know where to confide them
Anxiety embraced
It's like a shot I have to chase with something laced with what I'm not
Which is somebody who can trot around the lot like nothing's wrong
Instead I stumble kinda drunk and try to mumble all the shit I should say to my therapist
It keeps me humble while I fumble for my words
My mind is reeling
Claim to have so many thoughts but can't say what I'm feeling
Can't say what I'm feeling