You won't find it in the cards
That I told you not to keep
It's not underneath my doormat
But you visited each week
And it's not buried in the ocean
Or under sand in desert heat
It's not
That
You won't find it from my old friends
Or the whispers that you hear
It's not hidden in the pockets
Of your clothes
I used to wear
And you already have the answer
For why we never speak
So there's no unspoken reason
Why and where
You lost me
You lost
You lost
You lost
Me
You lost
You lost
You lost
Searching for a different story
To play the victim and feel seen
You unturned every stone
And yet you choose to make believe
You don't listen to the people
Who tell you to let me be
Delusional
There's no one else to blame
You lost
You lost
You lost
You lost
Me
You lost
You lost
You lost
No I don't wanna talk
Gave me a mental block
Your fault that you f*cked up
No it's not that
Deep
Set in your own lies
Appreciate you tried
I saw you wanna hide
So
Goodbye
You lost
You lost
You lost
Me
You lost
You lost
You lost
It's not that deep