Eleseer - Smite (Single Version) Lyrics

Lost the way, right away
Chiseling at my skin
Whatever comes to me now
Will be my opiate
Taking the burn away
Firing through my veins while I look Hell in the eye
(I) now see
My own animus, suffering
My own self - withering
Flashes back of the past, now
All I see ricochets
In this state, in my eyes
The truest fault of my conscience
Formless fear taking all that's mine
It's gone
Broken beyond all
Wasted time
Fear of death
Is just a fear of life
Or so I used to tell myself, but now
Here I lie
Facing the consequence
The years of repressed hate for the ailments
My last chance before I breathe out water
In myself, of myself
Guaranteed to end me
Living without a reason
Suffered fate
Unlike I ever thought possible
Broken beyond redemption
Condemned to suffering
One more eternity
For all that's left of my days
Withering, decaying
Here for my final stay
My escape?
My new prison
God forbid
The path to heaven
One final claw for control
My last grab for death, forever
My last ditch to close my f*cking life out
Carried by six, a final turn of the pages