Eleven - Fuck My Life Lyrics

Should I pretend, sound like I care?
Don't give me your sinister stare
The universe seems not to care for me

Failure is my closest friend
Can't wait to see this bullshit end
Will I ever find a place to be in?

My focus is all gone
My mistakes can't be undone
Is there a reason to keep going on?

Why even bother
Fighting for so long?
Thought it'd be over
When I ran as far as I could go

Can't let my past take over
Even though I'm craving closure
I fight myself all over
Time after time

F*ck my life

Mistakes I made in fear of loss
Have led me to collision course
I finally got to see what I've become

My actions weren't clear to me
I ran away in shame and fear
It's time to face the consequences now

We've been friends for so long
But you can't trust me anymore
There is no single way it won't go wrong

All fault is on my side
Seems I truly lost my mind
It took me years to see I was so blind

Why even bother
(F*ck my life)
Fighting for so long?
Thought it'd be over
(F*ck my life)
When I ran as far as I could go

Can't let my past take over
Even though I'm craving closure
I fight myself all over
Time after time

F*ck my life

Stop giving me a chance
Can't you see I am no friend?
I hurt all those I love, it has to end

Why should you forgive?
It seems I failed you on repeat
It's so much easier to accept defeat

So why even bother
Fighting for what we had?
I know it's over
It's too late to bring it back

I can't promise you
It will all get better soon
I fight myself still too
But am I still here?
Am I alive?

F*ck my life