Elidadon1 - Is It a Lie? Lyrics

I feel misunderstood, you know
I'ma, I'ma, I'ma explain as well why
He'll prolly say I came from a good life
Don't let my pops tell it
He'll prolly say I came from a good life
Yeah
He'll prolly say I came from a good life
Don't let my pops tell it
He'll prolly say I came from a good life
So is it a lie that I slept with the mice
So is it a lie that I slept with the roaches
Or, is it a lie that my mom went unoticed
Or, is it a lie that a nigga was homeless
My life is a lie and I'm stuck in a cycle
You was only a kid how your mother ain't like you?
What I say to myself when I talk to myself
I was only a kid but them summers was felt
I can't think about the past, I be killin' myself
On the phone with my brother, I'm healin' myself
Now f*ck all the talkin, let's get back to it
I came from the struggle, got pain in my music
Got pain in my music, got pain in my voice
Got took from my mother, never had a choice
Got took from my brother, never had a voice
I was lovin' the bitches just to fill a void
But I'm goin' empty regardless
My life on the road, got a prize on my target
Got a prize on my target, I know that I'm hurt
I'm kicking the cup and I'm done with the perks
My life is a lie and I'm done with the shit
You can F*ck on the hoe if I'm done with the bitch
Cause I go hard in the motherf*ckin' paint
I'm really not feelin' this picture they paint
So is it a lie that I slept with the mice
Or is it a lie that I slept with the roaches
Or is it a lie that my mom went unoticed
Or is it a lie that a nigga was homeless
My life is a lie and I'm stuck in a cycle
You was only a kid how your mother ain't like you
What I say to myself when I talk to myself
I was only a kid but them summers was felt
Them summers was felt in the worst way
I was only gon' talk to my mom on my birthday
Then a month go by and then two go by
Wonder how the f*ck it hurt me
It's been a year by now
Damn, we ain't talkin' a while
She a whole different person, got a whole different motive
Damn, she got a whole different smile
And it ain't your fault what happened
I know how I get in this shit
But I be lyin' if I said I ain't blame you
But I really was only a kid
They tell me get over this shit
I feel like it is what it is
But I ain't gon' lie, I'ma talk about it
Every time I spit me a lyric
So is it a lie that I slept with the mice
So is it a lie that I slept with the roaches
Or, is it a lie that my mom went unoticed
Or, is it a lie that a nigga was homeless
My life is a lie and I'm stuck in a cycle
You was only a kid how your mother ain't like you?
What I say to myself when I talk to myself
I was only a kid but them summers was felt
I can't think about the past, I be killin' myself
On the phone with my brother, I'm healin' myself
Now f*ck all the talkin, let's get back to it
I came from the struggle, got pain in my music
Got pain in my music, got pain in my voice
Got took from my mother, never had a choice
Got took from my brother, never had a voice
I was lovin' the bitches just to fill a void
But I'm goin' empty regardless
My life on the road, got a prize on my target
Got a prize on my target, I know that I'm hurt
I'm kicking the cup and I'm done with the perks
I had, uh
I had the pain in my voice, the pain in my heart
That's know how it gon' feel
I had the pain in my heart, the pain in my voice
That's know how it gon' feel
I had the pain in my heart, the pain in my voice
That's know how it gon' feel
I had the pain in my voice, the pain in my heart
That's know how it gon' feel
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