Elidadon1 - Letter to me Lyrics

You can't just disappear
You really hurt a lot of people
Sometimes you need to take responsibility for your own happiness
You don't think that's a little selfish
I don't know what to tell you
I'm happy for the first time in my life

And I'm not gonna feel bad about it

Okay I look in the mirror and I'm tellin' myself
Like bruh you gon' make it this time
I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired of cryin'

I'm tired of livin' the same old life
I'm tired of wakin' up six in the mornin
And tellin' myself that I'm not gonna make it
But if you see a chance then you gotta go take it

My niggas striving to dance to the greatness
I keep Goin' back to the same old people that hurt me
I feel like I'm losin' myself
My nigga 20 he caught him a body

And tellin' me he boutta lose his self
He poppin' the Perkeys and tellin' himself to be good
But nobody care about his health
I mean nobody care about his health

As long as he bringin' the wealth
He only 18 they got him a dream
But he feel like he's stuck in a cycle
Nobody care them niggas don't likeyou

You go to jail then them niggas wont write you

You got a problem
I don't wanna hear about it
Cause my nigga dead and he gone
I got a problem
I don't wanna talk about it

Cause I know I'm all on my own

Okay I look in the mirror and I'm tellin' myself
Like bruh you gon' make it this time
I know that I'm tired I know that I'm tired

And I'm not a quitter I'm tired of tryin'
I'm tired of tryin' I'm stuck in a place and I wanna get out
I'm lookin' for love and I can't find a ounce
My 13th reason a bitch

I'm jammin' I think about the hoe when I'm high as a shit
I know that I'm trippin' I'm not supposed to love her
But it is what it is
I know about the rules and shit

But I ain't gon' lie she kind of made me feel like a kid
Now that she gone I really been hurtin'
I don't talk to these hoes I be searchin'
I lmow 2 things for sure and I know on thing for certain

Bitches gon' play in your face and then treat you like nothin'
Give her the world she gon' act like it's nothin'
Take her the way out the blue she gon' want it
Now you the bad guy kiss my ass guy

Goofy ass nigga I turn into the mascot
It is what it is I don't feel like a rookie
My nigga jammin' he high off a cookie
Okay I look in the mirror and I'm tellin' myself

Like bruh you gon' make it this time
I'm tired I'm tired I'm tired of cryin'
I'm tired of livin' the same old life
I'm tired of wakin' up six in the mornin

And tellin' myself that I'm not gonna make it

Part of me is still waiting for Margret to come back
What? Still? She's not comin' back dude
She's gone

Look I know alright? I know
It's just I mean I don't still have feelings for her
But I do in a way
It's like this thing that's inside of me

It's always just sorta sitting there waiting around
Sometimes I'll see something or I'll smell something
And it makes me think of her even though I don't want to
I really like CJ she's amazing

But is it fair for me to go out with her
If I still think about Margaret sometimes