Elijah Johnson - You, Pt. 2 Lyrics

Shout out to Cydney
You tell me that you love me and I laugh it off
I don't think you mean it, that shit sad and all
But who am I to judge
I put my hammer on the table, trynna get my life in order
As I sit here telling fables
Where's my ladle?
Let me dip it in my pool of neglect
Seen em smile in my face as they was throwing up sets
That's a memory that I ain't touched yet
I ain't ready for me to give a f*ck yet
Sweeping all that shit under the rug
Trying to tell myself I do it"just cuz"
Had a girl that say she love me
Give me kisses, say she want me
Went home and all the sudden it was"f*ck me"
I was 12 before that, you would think that I was lucky
I was trynna find the money
Cuz they told me that this love is gon' be rich
I'm like ain't that bout a bitch
I was eight when I saw I wasn't shit
Three hoes on my dick
Say they love me and I was only trynna be a f*ckin pimp
Real shit
Now at 16, had a good girl, we had big dreams
I'm telling her I love her with a sick scheme
Had another girl that I was trynna make my side piece
Got her on the hook and I released the girl of my dreams
Year later, meet another girl, she got me ditching class
I'm with my soulmate the whole time this girl make me laugh
Telling her I love her, then I meet up with my other half
She still f*cked with me but I know that she ain't f*ck with that
Wait let me run it back
10th grade, my best friend had this girl he would feel
So why the f*ck did I go kiss her at the field
She was a hoe, so big deal
She had some boobs I wanna touch
But how I disrespect the friend I'm supposed to love
Seen my auntie trynna f*ck my step daddy
How that happen? Man I though that we was supposed to be like family
Got some stories with my daddy
And another with a baddie
I could save you all the stories that I'm having
Telling you a nigga wasn't capping
I Apologize
You tell me that you love me and I see a whole bunch of lies
Snap back to suicide
Snap back to things I should regret
When I was falling to my flesh
You say you love me and I'm thinking like"You can't"
Cuz I said the same shit, and I did what I did
And I thought I really loved them in my head
And I'm sure they all did
And still treated me like shit
I'm like ain't that bout a bitch
You say you love me and I'm laughing like"You Can't"
Mothaf*cka I'm a..