Miself, Pt. 2 Video (MV)

I was the boy with the emotions
The boxing gloves in the corners
Depression in the home
Battle scars that im mourning
Drugs was the only giver
God I'm a soulful sinner
Diabetic with shots
She dont know about this trigger
Back in my iller days
Back in my high school ways
Back in my suicidal thoughts as I'm talkin with Jay
She proceeded to pull me
Like if her name was lucy
Baddest chick in the gym and these weights began to lift loosely
Shes a gimmick who fooled me
The jokers laughing cartoony
The decks in my hand
She folded up when she notice me looking
Friends just turned into rivals
Music was my survival
Baddest bitch in the hood and she fell for the boy with bibles
Something bout her was different
The liquor seemed to be kickin
I went from the truth to visions
The one to the one who did it
Pain just seemed to be rippin
How could I ever stitch it
Left the man for the boy when she noticed that I was different
I was a roller coaster
But who was she riding for motion
Up and down
The devotion
To keep my sleeve as emotion
She gotta know this
I
I came to notice
That
You left unnoticed
Now
The chambers loaded
Now
You came to mourn this
Now
You sleepin soulless
While I'm waking up in the morning with battle scars that are swollen
My chest enormous
Anxiety building up every moment
F*ck you but these words are what these punk had you moaning
Ida swam out the ocean
You gave me nothing but thrown in
Into the sharks when I'm thronen
You had me drownin to floatin
To think that loves metaphoric
Standing tall like a torres
Took everything out of me
You tower down
I restore us
Why I gotta put myself in position
To have you listen
Your love is fiction
To malicious
To catch your image
You slitten wrists when you missing
Everything that I've given
Hoping next time you aim for that spot when you know what I'm feelin if