Elisha "Platinum" Fletcher - Save Me (Throw Away 2) Lyrics

Lord save me yea
Save me
Cause I can't seem to trust myself with me anymore
I've been damaged from my past trauma struggling to carry daily
But I won't share my pain I stay behind doors may be my problem
When I try to open up I get timid to do it
Cause last time they looked at me like I'm stupid
I'm scared to ask questions cause it leads to the road of hell
I play it safe I know they say it's abusive I'm seem to love it though
Ask God why he make my heart so big
I get too anxious I can't seem to relax
I mean you tell me how much love am I supposed to give
If the end result just mean I won't get it back
How do you view me in your eyes am I the one they need
I need some answers lord I'm begging you please
Finding every way to stand strong world told me to leave but I won't listen still I choose to believe
Pacing back and forth crying fightin myself
Mind racing losing sleep daily facing bad health
Tough in this game of life I ain't know these the cards I was dealt
I'm not okay I'm hurt and I need help
But do you hear me
Am I wasting time
Or did I cross the line
Maybe I'm too much for ya know I stay on ten a dime
Demons I tried to tame done came alive
Sad to say I'm exposed now I can no longer hide
Lord save me
Save me
Woo save me lord
Whoa
Save me
Save me
Yea
Now here you are again I told you this would happen
When I showed you my way and signs you flew right past em
You was playin wit the devil like you bout dat action
Now you beat and bruised and you ain't went nowhere but backwards
Crazy I done gave you freedom of choice to yours or my will
But servin two masters is not how I deal no
I told you give it to me and just stay calm and silent
But you ain't let me hold my end up now there's no balance
And for the record son let's talk about yo prayer life
I'm the one that's knocking on your heart real late at night
I've been here through it all no I never left you side
But it seems like you forgot about me nerve to be on strike
Everyday in life can't promise it will be pretty
I'm gone put you through some the test to make sure you trustin in me
I'm gone bless you to the highest busting through every ceiling
Your wins wit me are guaranteed
I will never play you 50
Tried to warn you before every storm I seen coming
But you got mad and lost your faith wouldn't believe nothing
Still I kept my eye on you while you was out there running
Funny how you only call on me when you need somethin
And imma always pick you up that's no doubt
But be mindful it's the last days time running out
You just give yo life to me don't be committed in sin
You will never tame them demons if you keep lettin em in
I saved you
I saved you
I saved you