Years gone by
You still won't recognize
All the signs
That i wanted you in my life
But between those dark eyes
I see all the lies
That mom told me was a big disguise
It use to be love not hate
Why am i so afraid?
I question everyday
I was too young i couldn't understand all the fights you guys had
Not understanding all the pain you did dad
Why couldn't we just be a big fam
I felt so stabbed in the f*cken back
Not even my dad would know that
He never asked ain't that sad?