Ella Jenevieve - Tell Me Lyrics

I'm not angry
I'm just trying to understand
Trying to learn how to move on
As fast as you clearly can
Does she know in many peoples minds your still my man
Even in mine, I can't change it as fast as you clearly can
The girl was me in your story since you were fifteen
Now I'm left to feel like some old book that you are thrifting
Tell me how did all my colours fade so quickly
The speed she took my space left me with little sympathy
Tell me when I stopped receiving headlines
Tell me why I found out through your timeline
I thought we were on the same page
Now I've lost you all over again
I'm just trying to understand
How to bounce back as fast as you clearly can
Were you falling while I cried for you?
I'm just trying to comprehend
How you start afresh like six years never happened
Were you reborn while I died for you?
She's learning you, am I there too, haunting your memory
Do you bring me up or bite your tongue when someone mentions me
Was she well received by all your friends and family
I like to think that they smile while silently missing me
Tell me when your life became a guessing game
Wondering if your little brothers missing me
I thought we were sharing this pain
But I guess I'll just carry it all
I'm just trying to understand
How to bounce back as fast as you clearly can
Were you falling while I cried for you
I'm just trying to comprehend
How you start again like six years never happened
Were you reborn while I died for you
Tell me when I stopped receiving headlines
Tell me why I found out through your timeline
Tell me when your heart relayed to hers from mine
Tell me how to even act like I'm alright
Tell me, were you ever going to mention this
Tell me if you love me or you're over it
Tell me, does your step dad know yet
Because I saw him last week and his face didn't show it
Tell me does she please you like I used to
Tell me how you view me now that we're through
Does the word 'ex' say everything it needs to
Or will I always mean much more to you
I'm just trying to understand
How to bounce back as fast as you clearly can
Were you falling while I cried for you
I'm just trying to comprehend
How you start afresh like six years never happened
Were you reborn while I died for you
Were you falling while I cried for you