Ella's Heart of Stone - Closeness (Demo) Lyrics

This open chest
Hardly any feelings
The dryness, the scarceness
The begging-steadfast closeness
Gives me no choice
Gives me no choice
Gives me no choice

Bridge the gaps, the ones strategically left
Intentions, the curious nature
Of your complex, a savior
My misbehavior
Gives me no choice
Gives me no choice
Gives me no choice

You don't know how hard it is
I can't look at you right now
You act like I understand
I act like you weigh me down
You have the prettiest wings
I'm always buried somehow
You don't know how hard it is
Wondering if you'll stick around

I'll shut down, I'll shut down, I'll shut down
I'll shut down, I'll shut down, I'll shut down
I'll shut down

You left me at a loss for words
Are you the broken one and I'm
Just preying upon that golden rift?
Am I whose mind has gone adrift?
I wanna know why
I wanna know why
I wanna know when

I lost the ability to speak
I lost the ability to forgive
I lost everything but you
I wanna know why
I wanna know why
I wanna know why

You don't know how hard it is
I can't look at you right now
You act like I understand
I act like you weigh me down
You have the prettiest wings
I'm always buried somehow
You don't know how hard it is
Wondering if you'll stick around

I'll shut down, I'll shut down, I'll shut down
I'll shut down, I'll shut down, I'll shut down
I'll shut down