Streaming porn on a full moon
Passing the hours in a single room
Watching the dawn turn to morning to noon
Then I guess sleep happens
The sky is opaque, all my friends out of state
I once had a sad lamp but gave it away
Is it codependent to wish you would say:
Some days like these just happen
I don't mind being alone
Another winter's here though
And this apartment still doesn't feel like home without you
Are you up?
Did you catch the sunrise?
Did you have a hard time sleeping too?
Sometimes I get a vibe
When I think about you
You
You
You
When I'm feeling low I fantasize
About other versions of you in my life
People, maybe plants that pass me by
I wonder if they know what happened
But for now, I'm lying in bed
Visited by memories I'm trying to forget
Are you even real or just in my head?
Did any of that actually happen?
I quite like being alone
Another winter's here though
And this apartment still doesn't feel like home without you
Are you up?
Did you catch the sunrise?
Did you have a hard time sleeping too?
Sometimes I get a vibe
When I think about you
You
You
You