Ellie J - Damnn Lyrics

It looks like you lost another one this herb got my mind out of focus
I don't mean what I say and she know it, and, The words she can speak like a poet
Same words kick me down to my lowest, man, I'm geeking straight off of this potion
I'm missing her shea butter lotion Her shape is the body of water

I thought you could only find that in the ocean
Carry me straight to the water
I'm hopin I float
Can't even lie, I've been ready to swim for a minute
Don't care, nigga, pass me a boat
She follow me back on the gram, know I jump in the air

Cause I'm ready to do me the most
I dm'er quick, I say my name is Ellie
She sitting there saying she already know
Dreams ain't enough
I just wanna be living again
But im seeming to give up my hope
Just wanna live, but I'm working on I'm dying, I'm putting my life on the line for a show

Leaving you wasn't the problem, the truth had came straight to the light
And you thought I ain't notice And it's breaking my heart
Cause the person I love and respected had went and just turned to a hoe (on me)

(Oh yeah yeah)

No, she ain't had to go do that, John Lennon, my yesterday still ass
Her heart way too big for a dumbass
She might as well teach me some things
That I don't even know
She want me to tell her my flaws
And I can't even do it that's something I keep in my notes
Acting is hard when you don't wanna act anymore So I made the decision to go

Breaking the news to myself like I haven't been through
That this shit was just here from the go
Drugs not a good help anymore But I hit up the plug
Wanna know what he do for the low

Plug here any minute, I'm choking on green
But I'm puffing this shit and I feel like a pro
(Pro)
Yeah Desireé, stay with me please
I'm not ready to go And you know this

Leaning on walls, I can't stand by myself I just needed me someone to hold in
Replacing someone is too easy But you did it fast, now I feel less important
F*ck it, let's pour me a cup then Drink it till you see the truth
In my eyes, and my fists I feel like I can throw them

Spotted your bitch from a mile away And she likin the way that I slow dance
If you really do think it's 4ever I'm feeling like nett, baby, we should just hold hands
Can't even speak at the moment Got smoke in my chest and that shit Californian (WHAT)
Oh yeah
And I ain't really got much time for this shit
Then again, I grind for this shit
Solo my time for this shit
Ride along my dogs in this bitch And we might ball hog in this bitch