Elliot Chapman - Conversations With Myself Lyrics

Are you ready to walk with me

Emptiness, a hope inside
But all you ever seem to do is run and hide
Desperation absorbs your mind
And actions that you take, well, they become unkind
You better believe that when your moment comes
You pick it up don't try to walk you got to run
Cos there's no looking back or wishing I
Satisfy the hunger that will make you cry

Everything, everything was so not fine

Fooling people of who you are
Will only allow your freedom to run so far
Cos compromise and too much front
Will cut your cloth from knives that can only be blunt
I feel your shadow when your around
Your darkness excites parts of me I've never found
But no one sees you like I see
The danger is they'll only see what lies in me

I feel your presence watching me
My alter ego you'll never leave
So powerful the human mind
Exhausted from pretending everything was fine

Will you only be there in darkest days
Or do you aim to paint my skies forever grey
For moments I should cherish and lose myself
Depicting different persons trips my mental health
Should I embrace or live in fear
What will it take for you to banish disappear
Cos those who haven't seen, only know I
The constant battle taking place behind my eyes

I feel your presence watching me
My alter ego you'll never leave
So powerful the human mind
Exhausted from pretending everything was fine

Oh I'm not scared anymore, not scared anymore
I'm not scared, I'm not scared anymore, scared anymore