Something's not right; I'm supposed to be happy
But I'm drowning in things I bottled away
I'm glad I'm here, so why have I not felt the same
Ever since that goddamn day?
Since I left, the pits crawled back in my stomach
But I refuse to see it as a sign
How can I want something so bad
And hate it at the same time?
The place of my dreams
Is not what it seems
Alone, so dark, so cold
I miss life on the road
In a minute, my whole life changed
Now I feel estranged
I can't keep myself sane
For better or worse, I feel the same
I'm lying here in the cold, and every second
I wonder how I could've been so wrong
I can't believe that I didn't know
What I had until it was gone
All I ever had is gone
All I ever had is gone
All I ever had is gone
All I ever had is gone
The place of my dreams
Is not what it seems
(The place of my dreams
Is not what it seems)
Alone, so dark, so cold
I miss life on the road
(Alone, so dark, so cold
I miss life on the road)
In a minute, my whole life changed
Now I feel estranged
(In a minute, my whole life changed
Now I feel estranged)
I can't keep myself sane
For better or worse, I feel the same
(I can't keep myself sane
For better or worse, I feel the same)