When I was jus a youngin they said I'm special and I'm different
They said that I had potential they said that I was gifted
That truly made me happy yeh my heart it steady lifted
I had a truly amazing path but then I swerved and missed it
Began to get in trouble constantly causing mischief
My life became wicked
When my language turned explicit
My intent became malicious
Intentionally unsubmissive
I became pessimistic
My evil characteristics
On my knees every night yeh I'm steady praying
Friends addicted to the nic can't a breath without vaping
Skipping class to get a hit swear that shit be enslaving
Tried to stop it once swear they ain't even forgave me
And we ain't never talking swear that they steady hate me
They act like it don't hurt them but I feel the pain up on the daily
Must just be me I guess but it still brake me
If you wait for things to change you better get used to waiting
Got diagnosed with depression
ADHD by 11
I push my feelings down so low got so much build up aggression
I'm feeling insane because I am extremely obsessive
And I messed up and there's no question but I hate feeling depressed
Therapy sessions ain't help me
Suspensions got me rebelling
Daily detentions do nothing
Correction thats why I'm buzzing
That's why I'm buzzing
The depression's getting stronger
And it's sink or swim right now
And I be floating cuz I don't think I can swim any longer
So please God rescue me from these constant Dark thoughts
When My mind wanders
Oh please save me from my own monster
The one that I've created
That's why I'm always hated
Broken hearts that I created never anticipated
Thought I had my feet swept breath taken
When really I got shoved pushed down and now I'm suffocating
Everything I try to say I say wrong
So i'm praying up to God
Asking for forgiveness cuz my life got so many flaws
I skipped schools I broke the rules
But I finally got caught
And by the grace of God I switched schools and I found love
If you looking In your life and all you see is dry grass and dead leaves
Don't let it get you down just keep
Going through life and change your perspective on things
Cuz on the other the other side that grass could truly be green
Ive seen some things that's right I've even witnessed death
And let this be a message for the kids that is depressed
It's alright to be upset
Just make sure to not forget
That God is real and he'll be holding your hand until the end
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When I was jus a youngin they said I'm special and I'm different
They said that I had potential they said that I was gifted
That truly made me happy yeh my heart it steady lifted
I had a truly amazing path but then I swerved and missed it
Began to get in trouble constantly causing mischief
My life became wicked
When my language turned explicit
My intent became malicious
Intentionally unsubmissive
I became pessimistic
My evil characteristics
On my knees every night yeh I'm steady praying
Friends addicted to the nic can't a breath without vaping
Skipping class to get a hit swear that shit be enslaving
Tried to stop it once swear they ain't even forgave me
And we ain't never talking swear that they steady hate me
They act like it don't hurt them but I feel the pain up on the daily
Must just be me I guess but it still brake me
If you wait for things to change you better get used to waiting
Got diagnosed with depression
ADHD by 11
I push my feelings down so low got so much build up aggression
I'm feeling insane because I am extremely obsessive
And I messed up and there's no question but I hate feeling depressed
Therapy sessions ain't help me
Suspensions got me rebelling
Daily detentions do nothing
Correction thats why I'm buzzing
That's why I'm buzzing
The depression's getting stronger
And it's sink or swim right now
And I be floating cuz I don't think I can swim any longer
So please God rescue me from these constant Dark thoughts
When My mind wanders
Oh please save me from my own monster
The one that I've created
That's why I'm always hated
Broken hearts that I created never anticipated
Thought I had my feet swept breath taken
When really I got shoved pushed down and now I'm suffocating
Everything I try to say I say wrong
So i'm praying up to God
Asking for forgiveness cuz my life got so many flaws
I skipped schools I broke the rules
But I finally got caught
And by the grace of God I switched schools and I found love
If you looking In your life and all you see is dry grass and dead leaves
Don't let it get you down just keep
Going through life and change your perspective on things
Cuz on the other the other side that grass could truly be green
Ive seen some things that's right I've even witnessed death
And let this be a message for the kids that is depressed
It's alright to be upset
Just make sure to not forget
That God is real and he'll be holding your hand until the end
They said that I had potential they said that I was gifted
That truly made me happy yeh my heart it steady lifted
I had a truly amazing path but then I swerved and missed it
Began to get in trouble constantly causing mischief
My life became wicked
When my language turned explicit
My intent became malicious
Intentionally unsubmissive
I became pessimistic
My evil characteristics
On my knees every night yeh I'm steady praying
Friends addicted to the nic can't a breath without vaping
Skipping class to get a hit swear that shit be enslaving
Tried to stop it once swear they ain't even forgave me
And we ain't never talking swear that they steady hate me
They act like it don't hurt them but I feel the pain up on the daily
Must just be me I guess but it still brake me
If you wait for things to change you better get used to waiting
Got diagnosed with depression
ADHD by 11
I push my feelings down so low got so much build up aggression
I'm feeling insane because I am extremely obsessive
And I messed up and there's no question but I hate feeling depressed
Therapy sessions ain't help me
Suspensions got me rebelling
Daily detentions do nothing
Correction thats why I'm buzzing
That's why I'm buzzing
The depression's getting stronger
And it's sink or swim right now
And I be floating cuz I don't think I can swim any longer
So please God rescue me from these constant Dark thoughts
When My mind wanders
Oh please save me from my own monster
The one that I've created
That's why I'm always hated
Broken hearts that I created never anticipated
Thought I had my feet swept breath taken
When really I got shoved pushed down and now I'm suffocating
Everything I try to say I say wrong
So i'm praying up to God
Asking for forgiveness cuz my life got so many flaws
I skipped schools I broke the rules
But I finally got caught
And by the grace of God I switched schools and I found love
If you looking In your life and all you see is dry grass and dead leaves
Don't let it get you down just keep
Going through life and change your perspective on things
Cuz on the other the other side that grass could truly be green
Ive seen some things that's right I've even witnessed death
And let this be a message for the kids that is depressed
It's alright to be upset
Just make sure to not forget
That God is real and he'll be holding your hand until the end
Writer: Elliot Mudis
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