Elysian - Lethological Lyrics

I've encountered my worst fears
Been dumped by my boy of two years
Heard about that earlier today
I'm not exactly sure what you want me to say
I flash back to three years ago
When I held your hand in a movie studio
If back then I'd only known
I heard you got high today
You seem like you're in quite the state
Wish I could help you be ok
But if you asked that's not what I'd say
I saw your boyfriend- your ex the other day
He seemed like he wasn't doing ok
Had a look like he didn't know what to say
I've never seen him in such a way
I felt pity for a guy like that
Who felt the touch of your soft hands
Who fell for you just because he can
And lost you as quick as he took your hand
He did something I can never repay
He doesn't deserve to get left in this way
Guess I feel that I can relate to a guy who's going through heartbreak
Joe tells me that I shouldn't care but
But on nights like tonight I wish that I was there
I wish you knew that someone cared about you
So if you asked me out today
I'm not exactly sure just what I'd say
Days like this just don't make sense
Find myself lethological about today
I'm not exactly sure what to say
I guess that time doesn't heal when it comes to you
I guess that wounds don't heal as easily when it comes to you
I guess that I don't heal when it comes to you