You were always there behind me when no one could see
Lifting me up believing in me
Every step that I took you walked by my side
Gave me the strength when I wanted to hide
Your voice was my reason your light was my guide
But I let you down fumbled anyhow
Now I'm standing here feeling so small
Wishing I could turn back and change it all
Here's to my No1 fan
Thanks for having faith in me
Showing me I don't have to be afraid
To say whatever comes to my mind
When I am with you I'm free I'm alive
But now you've gone I can't deny
I miss the way you saw the fire in my eyes
You gave me the courage when I couldn't see
Taught me how to laugh and just let me be
Though you looked too fragile yet an Amazon in the making in flesh
Closed off your heart to save what's left
Now I sit in the silence where your voice used to sing
I wish I could heal this broken thing
Now I'm standing here feeling so small
Wishing I could turn back and change it all
Here's to my No1 fan
Thanks for having faith in me
Showing me I don't have to be afraid
To say whatever comes to my mind
When I am with you I'm free I'm alive
But now you've gone I can't deny
I miss the way you saw the fire in my eyes
You gave me the courage when I couldn't see
Taught me how to laugh and just let me be
Though you looked too fragile yet an Amazon in the making in flesh
Closed off your heart to save what's left
Now I sit in the silence where your voice used to sing
I wish I could heal this broken thing
Now I'm standing here feeling so small
Wishing I could turn back and change it all
Here's to my No1 fan
Thanks for having faith in me
Showing me I don't have to be afraid
To say whatever comes to my mind
When I am with you I'm free I'm alive
But now you've gone I can't deny
I miss the way you saw the fire in my eyes
If I could I'd tell you everything I never said
Erase the words that filled me with regret
I'll carry your light though you've gone away
Your belief in me forever it'll stay
Here's to my No1 fan
Thanks for having faith in me
Showing me I don't have to be afraid
To say whatever comes to my mind
When I am with you I'm free I'm alive
But now you've gone I can't deny
I miss the way you saw the fire in my eyes
Here's to you my guiding light
Even though I lost you you helped me find my fight