I don't even know how to feel, I'm breaking
I don't even know how to live, I'm breaking
I don't even know how to make you proud
I'm breaking, breaking, breaking, oh, not again
I don't even know how to feel, I'm breaking
I don't even know how to live, I'm breaking
I don't even know how to make you proud
I'm breaking, breaking, breaking, oh, not again
I don't wanna go and do the things that I want to
If you're just gonna sit down and lecture me
I don't wanna make it to the top without you (yeah)
I don't wanna be alone, I just want you next to me
Breaking breaking, everything around me is changing, changing
Hate my life because it's been the same thing, same thing
I don't want you to think I'm crazy, crazy
No, I'm not
I'm crazy, I'm crazy, yes, I know
I'm breaking, I'm breaking, yes, I know
I'm changing, I'm changing, yes, I know
He's faking, faking, no, I don't
I don't even know how to feel, I'm breaking
I don't even know how to live, I'm breaking
I don't even know how to make you proud I'm breaking, breaking, breaking, oh, not again
I don't even know how to feel, I'm breaking
I don't even know how to live, I'm breaking
I don't even know how to make you proud I'm breaking, breaking, breaking, oh, not again
I'm breaking, breaking
F*ck you
Shaking, shaking
F*ck you
Patience, patience
Not you
I don't wanna deal with this
F*ck you, bitch
I don't even know how to live, I'm breaking
I don't even know how to feel, I'm breaking
I don't even know how to make you proud I'm breaking, breaking, breaking, no, not again
F*ck it, it is what it is
Paranoid of those nights like this
Oh, you wanna be friends? Never mind, let's just call it quits
Then you'll be back
Now you're singing my songs again
But I'm in the wrong again, I don't know
I don't even know how to feel, I'm breaking
I don't even know how to live, I'm breaking
I don't even know how to make you proud I'm breaking, breaking, breaking, no, not again
I don't even know how to feel, I'm breaking
I don't even know how to live, I'm breaking
I don't even know how to make you proud I'm breaking, breaking, breaking, oh, not again