Emay Holmes - My Secret Race Lyrics

I could use a fire, could use some summer rain
I thought I was final, I saw my whole domain
Saw my holy place, I saw who I am today
Saw everything I needed to run my secret race

Can't even lie, I lost my mind, I lost myself
Hands stretched to the sky, the great divine gon' do the rest
Times like this, I'm holding on
Fill my heart with a heart of gold

One life left, won't waste it on coldness
Down, comin' up, damn the way it feels
Oh, it feels like the sun is up
All this fkn' tragedy, I know now that it's not on me

Tryna pull up, stoppin' me, now I'm carryin' on
Lately I've been goin' in, shootin' for the starlight
And the moonlight come beatin' in, drownin' in waves of healing
I know that God is seeing, know that God is seeing

I know that God is seeing it all
I could use a fire, could use some summer
Through the storm, through the rain
In the valley of pain

Through the storm, through the rain
In the valley of pain

I could use some air, get my lungs right by the shade
Just one touch from God and all that foolishness gon' fade
Reflection in the lake, I see a champion today
See everything I needed to run my secret race

I heard the left side's in the air
I heard the right side's in despair

I heard the ground gon' take and the world gon' shake
And it's all goin' down, it's all goin' down from here
Down, comin' up, damn the way it feels
Oh, it feels like the sun is up

All this fkn tragedy, I know now that it's not on me
Tryna pull up, no stoppin' me, now I'm carryin' on
Lately I've been goin' in, shootin' for the starlight
And the moonlight come beatinn' in, drownin' in waves of healin

I know that God is seeing, I know that God is seeing
I know that God is seeing it all
Through the storm, through the rain
In the valley of pain

Through the storm, through the rain