When I was a kid anger fueled my nights
Fear of being left alone always in sight
Downward spiral life in shades of dark
Causing pain around me left a mark
Trauma's grip held tight on my weary soul
Didn't realize family's sky turned cold
Nightmares haunting from the calls in the night
Autopilot living lost the fight
Am I enough just as I am
Drowning in work to escape the jam
I've seen the dark can't find the light
Wondering if I can ever feel right
Holding it in fear kept me bound
Family torn by silence not a sound
Guilt and shadows chasing my heart
Tearing us slowly apart
Am I enough can't seem to see
Burdened by what's inside of me
Longing for a break from this plight
Trying to find my way back to the light
Am I enough just as I am
Drowning in work to escape the jam
I've seen the dark can't find the light
Wondering if I can ever feel right