ANXIOUS Video (MV)

I don't know how to live anymore
I think my confidence just walked out the door
Left me here with my anxious brain
Anti-depressants and a therapist who doesn't know my name
I don't know how to breathe anymore
Tried meditation, inhale, exhale, and feel both feet on the floor
But I still panic in a grocery store
Sometimes I just don't want to have to try so hard anymore
I am losing my grip
I am a sinking ship
I can't help but wonder why
Why am I so anxious
Why can't I just shake this
Why am I so
Why am I so anxious
Anxious
Anxious
I slap a smile on and say I'm just fine
Try for success to ease my stressing and perfectionistic mind
Need validation I know I won't find
You know, it really is to bad self esteem cannot be prescribed
Ha
I am losing my grip
I am a sinking ship
I can't help but wonder why
Why am I so anxious
Why can't I just shake this
Why am I so
Why am I so anxious
Did I leave the iron on
Did I just say something wrong
What if this is a bad song
What if
What if
What if
What if
Do I look bad in these jeans
Did I just say something mean
All these thoughts are on repeat
What if
What if
What if
What if
Why am I so anxious
Why can't I just shake this
Why am I so
Why am I so anxious
Why am I so anxious
Why can't I just shake this
Why am I so
Why am I so anxious
Why am I so anxious
Why can't I just shake this
Why am I so (so anxious)
Why am I so anxious