Emma Castellino - flow with change Lyrics

I don't wanna spend January
Feeling like i need to change my ways
I'm so over feeling depressed
Oh i'm gonna light up my darkest season

Cause I have never felt so lonely
I hardly ever see my friends
I know relationships take up a lot of time
And i've blamed all of 'em but now i've decided to

Flow with change
Say goodbye to my old ways
I need to flow with change
Let go it'll be okay

It's okay to feel a bit unmotivated
It's not, to beat yourself up
Until you hate every ounce of your poor soul
Oh I wanna light up the dark spots in my brain

And what if i'm already what i need me to be
Is it so crazy to think i'm enough?
So tell me now, what's holding you back
Don't be afraid to leave it all behind and

Flow with change
Say goodbye to my old ways
I need to flow with change
Let go oh honey it'll be okay

As i grew up, the fire burned out
Had to learn how to live in the dark
I loved someone more than myself
Now i know i'll never do that again
Worked on myself for a whole year
And found the guts to trust again
But she cut me off, cause i was too in love
And god the pain f*ck it only gets worse

But I just wanna love myself
I just wanna love my
I just wanna love myself, love myself
Just wanna love myself
I just wanna love my
I just wanna love myself, love myself