Emma Castellino - something real Lyrics

Why am i so scared to share my life?
I'm terrified of opening up like that
Cause no one gets my life like i do
Only someone special will get the keys to see what it's like

I wanna give my all to someone
And i'm giving you nothing
It's not like i haven't thought about it
But i just can't make myself fall for you

There i go again
Lost in the twilight, dreaming
Summer nights, and longing
For something real
I wanna feel again
Butterflies and blushing
Smiling on a way home
Type of thing
I'm craving something real

I wanna be fine on my own
I don't wanna have the urge to reach for my phone
I wanna feel good alone (my question for a lifetime)
I know it's possible

And i wanna give my everything to someone
But i'm only taking from you
It starts to feel like stealing, you're feeding
Me for free

Oh there i go again
Lost in the twilight, longing
For something greater than i am
Someone give me something real
I wanna feel again
Butterflies and blushing
Smiling on a way home
Type of thing
Oh i'm craving
I'm craving something real
Give me something strong to feel
I want something real

We'll see how things turn out tonight
Maybe my feelings will catch fire
But should it be this hard?
To feel