The day of love wasn't so lovely
I'd had enough but it should have been sunny
Must've looked so grown, holding it in
But when I hit home, tears fell off my chin
It's not that I don't want him to be happy
Even though that sounds cliche
It's just real hard for me to be happy
When everything I want gets taken away
She was so nonchalant as she broke my heart
Forcing out a response, I tried not to fall apart
I rushed down the stairs and took my seat
Caught unaware, my life felt incomplete
It's not that I don't want him to be happy
Even though that sounds cliche
It's just real hard for me to be happy
When everything I want gets taken away
And so December sixth goes down in my history
How it changed so much for me is a mystery
The day my parents agreed to spend forever together
Was the day my life got flipped, not for the better
It's not that I don't want him to be happy
Even though that sounds cliche
It's just real hard for me to be happy
When everything I want gets taken away
I really am glad he gets to be happy
Even though I don't get my way
I just wanna be the one who makes him happy
The way he does for me every day