Sabotage Video (MV)

Take another hit, but I'm already high.
Told myself I wouldn't. why do I even try?
Here I go again, f*cking up my head, staying home and getting stoned instead.
I know that I shouldn't, I can't prioritize.

Pre:
I keep messing up things
I keep overthinking.
Following my instincts, but they're all wrong.

I can't stop this cycle.
Making me go psycho.
Voices in my head go

Chorus:
F*ck I always sabotage myself
This shit's always my fault and no one else.
Cause I worry what they think of me. Got me wasting all my energy.
Yeah I always sabotage my - self - sabotage
**drop**

V2:
When I'm feeling low, the party's where I go.
Get a little tipsy, but I can't take it slow.
Drink a little more, laying on the floor. People knocking on the bathroom door.
Tryin' to play it cool, but everybody knows.

Pre:
I keep messing up things
Cause I keep overthinking.
Following my instincts, but they're all wrong.

I can't stop this cycle
Making me go psycho.
Voices in my head go

Chorus:
F*ck I always sabotage myself
This shit's always my fault and no one else.
Cause I worry what they think of me. Got me wasting all my energy.
Yeah I always sabotage my - self - sabotage