I hover when I don't know where to land
I'm coughing up an honest underhand
Snow falls upon the name of who I am
Who I am
I'm aching 'cause I don't know how to feel
I'm aging but my wounds will never heal
I'm terrified they'll never find me here
Will you?
And I talk to the songs and I sing with my friends
We laugh at the time and we welcome the end
But I do not move
Not tough can't seem to lose the cry inside
I fall in love with friends and lose my mind
Too easily I found I had to hide
Do you?
And I talk to the songs and I sing with my friends
We laugh when we cry, and we cry at the end
But I do not move
What is trying, I've been trying
What is trying, I've been trying
What is trying, I keep trying
What is trying, I'm still trying
I talk to my mom, she says I'll be okay
Growing up is getting pushed away
And I do, I have to move
And I do, I have to move
I have to move
I have to move
I have to move
I have to move