emma treneff - IF HE IS GOD Lyrics

And so it begins
I've given in again
My heart's too big for my head
I can't escape from my skin
He puts his hand in my hand
And I can't let go of it
I'm a prisoner in his chains
His blood crawling into my veins

I see his face in the stars
Trace my name into his heart
And I kiss him on both cheeks
So he'll never forget me
At only seventeen
I would marry him happily
He's a pretty boy
The one I can't avoid

Though I try to stay suppressed
He finds his way into my head
The hollowness in my chest
Seems to fade when I'm with him
Kiss my neck, I'm obsessed
With the way he sees the best
In everything including me
If he is god then I believe

Friend of a friend
Is how I knew him
And now he's in my bed
I'll pretend he's the first one
To see me like this
Every weekend
But he knows me too well
Like I know myself

Though I try to stay suppressed
He finds his way into my head
The hollowness in my chest
Seems to fade when I'm with him
Kiss my neck, I'm obsessed
With the way he sees the best
In everything including me
If he is god then I believe

I find it hard to express
How I feel for him
He makes my lonely heart skip
Does that make me his bitch?
It's a little strange
How I kneel to his name
Other pretty boys
But he's the only boy