i kiss my friends Video (MV)

I kiss my friends so I don't think about you
I got a new apartment
Decorated how I wanted
My living room looked better
When it was ours we built together
I stay up too late on the phone
With people that I barely know
Cuz I'm hoping that I'll fall asleep
'fore I think about you next to me
I don't know who I've become
Most of the time I feel numb
I kiss my friends so I don't think about you
My favorite person's gone
I can't process what I've lost
So I kiss my friends so I don't think about you
So I don't think
(kiss my, kiss kiss my)
About you
(touch me, touch touch me)
I kiss my friends
So I don't think (kiss my, kiss kiss my)
About you (touch me, kiss kiss me I I)
So I don't think about you
And now I'm crying buying groceries
Cuz I miss when you went with me
Threw out half of my food
Cuz I forgot and made enough for two
I remember making strawberry jam with your family
I wonder how your mom is, then I wonder whether she hates me
I don't know who I've become
Most of the time I feel numb
I kiss my friends so I don't think about you
My favorite person's gone
I can't process what I've lost
So I kiss my friends so I don't think about you
So I don't think
(kiss my, kiss kiss my)
About you
(touch me, tou-touch touch me)
I kiss my friends
So I don't think (kiss my, kiss kiss my)
About you (touch me, kiss kiss me I I)
So I don't think about you
I used to think we'd read on the porch, Saturday morning, in our sweaters
I used to think we'd sip hot chocolate, watch the leaves fall, in October
I thought our gray hair would blend as we leaned our heads in together
I used to think I'd have you forever
But now I kiss my friends so I don't think about you
And it works for several hours
Til I blank out in the shower
Cuz I dissociate for days so I don't think
So I don't think (kiss my, kiss kiss my)
About you
(touch me, tou-touch touch me)
I kiss my friends
So I don't think (kiss my, kiss kiss my)
About you (touch me, kiss kiss me, I I)
So I don't think about you