emmaaa - twist the knife (feat. MATXEUS) Lyrics

Twist the knife
Maybe it'll hurt less than what you're doing to me right now
Start a fire
Give me a reason to walk right out that isn't you
I'm not proud of this
I'm not proud of how we ended up as basically strangers
Hope you're proud of it
Hope you're proud that you got what you wanted
You got your heart closed like a lock
I'm oceans away from it
'Cause you didn't want
To end up hurting me
You think you're the problem
And everyone runs away
But I think that maybe you let them
It's tearing me up
'Cause I wouldn't do that to you
I'd sit nervously asking if you're okay
You're not the problem
If everyone runs away
I think that maybe that's on them
I was right
Maybe you'd be better without me burdening you around
I'm the fire
There's no reason to walk right out that isn't me
I'm not proud of this (I'm not proud of this)
I'm not proud of how I can't recall the last time I was happy
Why would I be proud of this?
Why would I be proud, this is not what I wanted
I got my heart closed like a lock
You're oceans away from it
'Cause I thought that I
Would end up hurting you
I know I'm the problem
'Cause everyone runs away
I think you might be the next one
It's tearing me up
'Cause you wouldn't do that to me
You get nervous whenever I'm not okay
I know I'm the problem
And everyone runs away
I think that I don't want you gone
Maybe if I could be less of myself
Less of an issue for everyone else
Maybe if I could be invisible for just one single day
Maybe if I could just offer some help
Offer something cause you're not doing well
Maybe if I could be there for you in every single way
Maybe if I could be less of myself
(Maybe if I could just offer some help)
Less of an issue for everyone else
(Offer something cause you're not doing well)
Maybe if I could be invisible for just one single day
(Maybe if I could be there for you in every single way)
Maybe if I could be less of myself
Less of an issue for everyone else
Maybe if I could be there for you
You got your heart closed like a lock
I'm oceans away from it
'Cause you didn't want
To end up hurting me
You think you're the problem
And everyone runs away
But I think that maybe you let them
It's tearing me up
'Cause you wouldn't do that to me
You get nervous whenever I'm not okay
I am the problem
And everyone runs away
I think that I don't want you gone
I got my heart closed like a lock
(You got your heart closed like a lock)
You're oceans away from it
(I'm oceans away from it)
'Cause I thought that I
('Cause you didn't want)
Would end up hurting you
(To end up hurting me)
I know I'm the problem
(You think you're the problem)
'Cause everyone runs away
(And everyone runs away)
I think you might be the next one
(But I think that maybe you let them)
It's tearing me up
'Cause you wouldn't do that to me
('Cause I wouldn't do that to you)
You get nervous whenever I'm not okay
(I'd sit nervously asking if you're okay)
I know I'm the problem
(You're not the problem)
And everyone runs away
(If everyone runs away)
I think that I don't want you gone
(I think that maybe that's on them)
Twist the knife
Anything would hurt less than what you're doing to me right now
You're the fire
There's no reason to walk right out that isn't you