Emmalta - How I Am Now Lyrics

Try and try again they always tell you
But never actually tell you how to start over again so
You just guess as the time goes on by
Hope it won't be too late when you arrive

I always try my best but sometimes I stumble and fall
Twists and turns this path may lead to nothing but I'll try

If I start again, I promise I won't fall again
I'll try to be the one you won't regret seeing in dreams
And I'll fight, battle again, take every scar hand in hand
And purge the thoughts of everyone who told me I shouldn't be how I am now

Sometimes I try to go and make the same mistakes
To see if you would treat me how somebody else always did
And I don't know how to tell the difference
Between a friend or foe or if you're just cold

I always try my best but sometimes I stumble and fall
Twists and turns this path may lead to nothing but I'll try

And if I start again, I promise I won't fall again
I'll try to be the one you won't regret seeing in dreams
And I'll fight, battle again, take every scar hand in hand
And purge the thoughts of everyone who told me I shouldn't be how I am now

Fight and fight, battle again
Hand in hand, scars of then

Fight and fight, battle again
Hand in hand, scars of then

And if I start again, I promise I won't fall again
I'll try to be the one you won't regret seeing in dreams
And I'll fight, battle again, take every scar hand in hand
And purge the thoughts of everyone who told me I shouldn't be how I am now